OG8!! HUAT ARH!! (((:

Treasure Hunt (:

Break camp!

Break camp!

Funny faces!

look at all the flour on our faces!!

baobao and me (:

we promised to share *ahem k. haha.

Back from camp!! the weather was such a spoiler!! it rained the first two days and we could only proceed with the games after the rain stopped. so kinda sian. think the highlight of the camp for all shld be the Secret Pal thingy. SP reveal/SP dance/SP walk. totally freaked me out. all thanks to my sp who told me on the first night that he's well-built, the guys in my OG kept teasing and teasing me!! and many many ppl from other OGs also heard bout this guy who told his sp dat he's well-built. so i was very scared for sp reveal. i was prepared to meet a body-builder!! hahahaha. but he turned out to be okay la! not like gigantic or sthg. the bad thing is that he's quite outstanding.. so i almost got pulled up to stage for sp dance! thanks to me super pissed face, the OGLs decided to fang guo wo. Yupp. sp walk was another totally =s part of the camp. esp the station where they put super rings all over his body when he laid down and im suppose to like take the food with my mouth and feed him, without using hands!! ahhhhhhhh. so paiseh can!! and there were OGLs who were constantly there to remind us to hold hands thruout. it was a loooooong 2h walk. *shakes head*

my OG wasnt a totally enthu OG. but i think we tried very hard for our treasure hunt on the second day so overall, our points went up quite alot. im kinda glad i knew 2 of my OG mates beforehand, even if that meant we stuck tgt most of the time. haha i guess it was a good opportunity to know more ppl thru this camp!

OG8, HUAT ARH!!!!!!!
ahahahahahaha.

everything's fine already. back to normal i guess. even though getting closer to each other may not be something i really want. and when im still struggling to deal with my own problems, someone else has to come along. im always stuck in this kinda predicament. sigh.

i just got a shock of my life when i realised 12 new ppl added me in msn.. thought it was some kinda virus until i realise they are all from OG5 and the sad thing is that i don't really rmb how they look like anymore.. haha.

Last day of work tmr! somehow im just glad it's the last day tmr so i don't have to find out more things and get more and more disappointed. then again, i think im just plain dumb. cos im just too used to trusting ppl easily. talk about being of the same frequency, taking things slow.. haha crap. all these are crap. maybe i shld have just stuck to my own comfort zone. these things are simply not for me! i've been wrong all along. yet another learning experience. thinking bout it is just so =/ im so sian. level 3 or level 5. the person's still the same. still unchanged. and in the end, im still the one who's really affected.

hectic week ahead.

070707!! i'll only be meeting sel and jiahui at 5 to bring them for YES3 at COOS this evening, so im glad i have the whole day to practise my pieces and do my theory hmwk. feeling the stress of piano lessons nowadays. i used to think since i like playing the piano so much, lessons and practices would be a breeze for me. BUT apparently not. dynamics, feel for the song and being more relaxed while playing. haha all my weaknesses ever since i started playing yangqin. and now they are back to haunt me again! and the Hanon pieces are driving me crazy, week after week.. makes me think of the other time when i asked my teacher during lesson, "Is Hanon dead yet?" and her reply was, "Yes. Why? You wanna murder him?" haha. im complaining away~ but somehow im glad i have such a strict teacher.. my parents aren't happy that im spending very little time practising during weekdays. and they keep saying that they are glad they didnt agree to my request of having a new piano because it seems im gonna waste their $$$ again. whatever they wanna say.. i just know im never giving up piano, no matter how stressed things would be. im not gonna regret once again.

i've extended my last day of work twice. really apologetic that i made some ppl confused. haha. supposed to end last week and i extended till this week. and now i extended till next week. dunno why, but i feel more an1 xin1 that im leaving tgt with the rest. this means lesser time for rest and lesser time for shopping. haha.

as much as i hate myself for causing all this agony to my family and myself, i know everything is in His hands and He has His plans for me. Only then will i feel that my 19 years of life isnt wasted. im now at the bottom pit. there are more opportunities ahead for me to work all the way up now.

i tried typing one whole paragraph but i decided my english cmi. i just cant put my thoughts down!! arghhhh.

anyway, in short, im very happy today cos i found a live example of someone who has looks below average (maybe even way way way below) but his character and his gentlemanly actions totally rawked. since there werent many customers today (due to the hike in gst), i had a greeaaat time talking to this guy. the frequency level is just so right! hahaha. so nice la. hahaha a pity he smokes. and a GREAT PITY he's attached. hahahahaha. but because of him, i've decided that my future bf/husband doesnt have to be good-looking! (that's if anyone wants me la.) and im convinced now. ahahaha. YAYS.

im rooting for Benjamin for tonight's css2! i think the part where he twist and shake his butt v cute. i hope he doesnt get out cos of what i said. i rooted for javin and he went out. den i decided to root for shawn. and he went out. the vicious cycle is back again. hahaha. sorry ppl! have to talk bout css here cos nobody's willing to discuss bout who sang well/who sang badly/who's pretty yadayada with me. haha.

work tmr. dunno when i should stop working.